as for this week .. 

one key thing that really struck me .. is about this .."God is all we need".

God's love , God's grace they all ultimately comes from God . and thats why . God is all we need, and the thing is .. if we seek for the world . we will be drawn in by the world . and we will be mis-focus . and just like during exam period if we seek to play bball during exam period we will be misfocus on our exam . the thing we need to seek now .. even in good times, we have to still seek God . God is like air . we cant survive without it .. we need God and thats final . without God we are dead .. without God all things are IMPOSSIBLE . God is out ultimate resource , God is the one that gives us the strength and other things .. not the world . the world is just a tool for God to use to reach to us . our friend can be one example . God uses those friends around us to give us moral support .. to encourage us . to help us , to guide us .. remember ultimately God is still the one in control . he is the ultimate resource . 

another thing God struck me was a sense of urgency . it suddenly took me a second to take time to think of the backsliders i faced so far . how have they been ?.. 

some retain ?.. some got into gangs ?... BGR ?... smoking ?.. fighting ?... and things like that .. seriously .. hardly anyone in my mind is doing well.. even the person with the best condition .. is having a hard time in his CCA .. losing positions and things like that . and this really brings me to this point .. if we hurry and teach them what is right . the world will sooner or later teach them what is wrong .. if we do not go . the world will win . and this is why a sense of urgency is really needed .. to hurry and go .. 

lastly . unity 

i was just playing L4D on saturday .. and i realize this thing . if you solo . you take the most damage .. people behind you get damage .. its a lose-lose situation . but .. if you stay in a pack and look after one another . when one is attack people around you will know . and its a win-win. situation . and for example .. if everyone solo.. your friend kena smoke you also dont know .. and thats why .. unity must be there .. we help each other . we protect one another . and we be there for one another . yes .. there might be one leader but still .. leader or not . servant or not .. we are still a team . a family . the father and the youngest child . they are still a family . everyone has a part to play . and we have to be UNITED. yea :D 

jeremiah:D . 15feb