yesterday . after media practice i was starving like crazy . and then .. the thing is i am fasting from meat and then i was hungry yea . so i was at potong pasir . and the thing is . i dont know the place very well .. especially food . so the only food providing store i could see was bread talk . so i went there . and to my delight there was a notice put up . saying "4 for $3.50". woohoo nice offer .. i went in .. and hoping that i can find food . over there .. only have a few left . and sadly all have meat on them. on of them is . HAM and cheese . HAM.. meat.. rejected .. then .. got hotdog and cheese ... HOTDOG ... rejected . then got tuna ... in the first place i dont like tuna .. secondly its meat . so rejected . and the rest are all similar to these 3 of them .. and i was disappointed then never mind i went to board the train . when i was on the train i was just talking to God since i was alone .. and i said this to God ."hhmm God .. today quite empty ahh...".. obviously empty means hungry haha .. then i continued "..hhmm God .. khatib also have break talk right ?. may i just pray that you bless me :D "  and woohoo i fell asleep . yea then when i reach khatib .. guess what .. bread talk was OPEN !. and the thing is .. there was also an offer .. buy 3 get 1 free :D.. great !. so i went in and keke .. thankGod .. not alot of mean .. the 1st one i took was a ham and egg . yes ham .. but the ham was small so i took the ham out and ate the rest . yea.. the 2nd one i took was another offer .. 3 for 1.20 . it was some garlic bread .. quite crispy .. yea .. and the 3rd one i took was also garlic bread .. haha .. so ..together with the offer .. buy 3 get 1 free i can choose one more .. i chose bread with floss .. thats what it says .. and yes was so blessed by God . and had a happy time eating the bread while cycling home :D

second blessing :D

yesterday was at music prac at potong pasir .. called boons . then well i was in there .. the drum was there . the base was there .. the electric guitar was there .. the 2 keyboard was there .. and when they play .. the only 2 person you can speak to is the person beside you and God :D.. so well being a tired person i started to worship God.. and keke .. really want to thankGod that .. he replenish my energy as i worship him and i got higher and higher :D .. 

lastly. 

third blessing :D

it was today mass run(or some of your call it cross-country) or something like that . yea and well ran at YISHUN PARK. lol?.. well then i reached there at 8.45am , it starts at 9am so .. yea went cycling first .. so while i was cycling .. i told God this .. well God .. top 10 will do .. (well we challenge level by level) . so yes i was there and i said top 10 will do .. ok was CONVICTED to run . then at the starting line .. i saw myself standing at the last position . and i was DEVASTATED so sad lah .. normally the one at the last one need extra power to run to the front . so yes i was at the back .. i saw many people .. RUNNING far infront of me .. keke .. and i was so seriously DEVASTATED there were running aready and im still at the back ... was discourage and i told God .. "you sure not?...top 10".. and well God assured me by saying "just RUN".. and wooohoo .. ok i run i run .. then 1 started to over take the 1st person , 2nd , 3rd 4th 5th ....... and after awhile i realize im at the front and woohoo .. but wasnt in top 10 yet . so i told God .. "God .. no JOKE very tired .. help me .".. and again God assured me saying "just run".. hoho .. sure .. so i went running .. running and one of the last curb . i was beside 2 person . so the three of us was running together .. then someone shouted "YONGEN !. YOU ARE IN THE 5TH POSITION !. "well i was stunned i thought i was like in the 15th position but surprisingly keke i was the 5th !.. then i over took one of them and .. i sprinted i ran .. i qiong , i HANG-ON. i KEEP RUNNING. and finally .. THE FINISH LINE!.. 4th !!!.. :D:D.. and yes . i ended in no.4. :D.. and i could really say ".i have RUN the good race". literally run keke .. and really want to thankGod for all the blessing he given me .. 

being in 4th position

being strengthen 

being filled in the stomach 

and one thing i have learnt from this running experience is this . never give up even when it seems impossible . i was so pumped up at the start .. discourage later . and yes i ended top 10. and to apply in ministry . sometime when God pump us in anyway to do his work.. sa.tan will discourage us but we must always remember this . just depend on God and keep moving . we are fighting not for victory but FROM victory . and that we said it "with God all things are POSSIBLE".. just depend on God he is there for a reason he is there for us to seek . he is there to help us .. :D.. trust in him . everything is controlled by him :D  ...

Jeremiah:D.. 20feb :D